Because it’s taking me to Disneyland. My family offered to pay for Nate & I to go to the most magical place on earth if we were in CA to go during their trip. Well, we couldn’t go with them the whole vacay because neither of us could get away with or afford 10 days off of work. So we decided to try to only be gone 4 days, 2 of them to travel. 

WELL FUCK, DID YOU KNOW BUSSES AND TRAINS ARE THE MOST FUCKING EXPENSIVE WAYS TO FUCKING TRAVEL? I thought it would be cheap because they’re so slow and who in the fuck would rather spend 24 hours on a greyhound bus instead of an hour on a plane?

GREY HOUND WAS LIKE $800. I can’t even believe that shit. 

So I had to book plane tickets. Originally, it would have been $450 for the both of us round trip. GOD, I AM NOT MADE OF MONEY.

but then this little treasure showed up in my facebook feed:

http://freebies2deals.com/2012/05/jet-blue-one-way-airfare-as-low-as-59-book-by-530.html#comment-190304

And suddenly $450 turns into $240.

I love when the universe throws you a bone. I have literally been dying to go to disneyland and telling all my co-workers about my poor hopes of traveling since I got hired. GOD YES, UNF

Now I can also aford to go camping. YEEEHAAAAAWWWW 

But i’m only 19. It’s a real bummer.

and I still can’t get my boyfriend to listen to me longer than 30 seconds. Time for murder plans. /:

I swear. I know I’m being ridiculous, but at the same time, I don’t feel like I am. And i’ve become pretty rational in recent years. 

MY ROOM MATE IS MAKING A STEAM PUNK COSTUME. And instead of being happy for her, or sharing my costumes or knowledge or anything I just want to secretly sabotage her. I tried explaining this whole concept to my boyfriend; It’s like she’s taking my thing. You guys do all your music and movies and college and shit, and no one ever invites me (I am one of 5 roomies) but I accept it because that’s your thing. I can’t just be like “GUYS, I DID MUSIC, LET ME DO MUSIC WITH YOU NOW.” But costumes are mine. That is one of MY passions, that is what I do better than anyone else we know, BLAH BLAH BLAH. 

I’m just so insanely upset. I just… ugh. That whole scene is my scene. 

 But now I’m dying of immunization shots, so what ever.